2 corinthians 5:17 says Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! Think about it if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your savior then he has washed the slate clean. He sees nothing that happened before only what you do after you receive him. You become like a new person because He washed your sins away and you became you white as snow. Lets face it some of the choices you have made in the past were probably not the best of choices. Maybe you were a cutter, or had an eating disorder. Maybe you were nothing that extreme or maybe you were worse. Boom the Day that you accepted christ all that was gone. You are worth so much more to be stuck in those lies of the world. The reason you are worth more is because God the most high loves you and we are his sons and daughters. More often than not how much do we know all the answers and go through life rehearsing them instead of living them. How many people believe that thier past is thier past but thier past is not thier future. There is healing from pain and the hurts that you have had in the past. After that, that is what gives you strength to help others who may be struggling and to point them to Jesus so they to can become a new creation in him. You have to ask yourself sometimes where is your heart. Are you pointing people in the right direction to become a new creation? Or are you stuck to much in your past to beleive that you are a new creation yourself. You are more than your past, but God is your present and your future.